5.15.2016

A Happy Note :)

Cho, time passed.
Almost 2 years passed, of course we've changed.
We are no longer have feelings as a lover, for sure. I am happy with that, and so are you.
You stepped forward, take a big step in your life, marriage is ahead.
I am really happy for you, for her. I am happy that you finally found someone who could love you with all her heart. Someone who could treat you really well. Someone that you need. Someone that you've been looking for.
We are not, and never will be, meant to be together. I am happy with that. But us, will keep being us. You can't hide and deny that 'us' was exist. Yes, it was. I am happy for that, because we no longer are, but were.

Cho2, thank you.
I will always keep feel thankful for had you, 7 years, even 9 years in my life. We learned a lot, we were happy a lot, we cried a lot, we fought a lot, we were fall into deepest hole, then we crawled back to the top of the world. Now, we crawl for our own dreams. I have mine and you have yours. Thank you for those years, love, hate, lesson, arguments, tears, happiness, joy, anger, everything. We have passed those, but our path will never crossed, no matter what. I called it a destiny. Thank you for built me this way as this second.

Cho2, sorry.
Sorry for treated you so cruel, so bad, so mean, so selfish, and more. You are a good man, if you're not, you must be dumped me already, may years ago, but you weren't. I was a super jerk. A good man deserved good woman, and there she is. She is the best that God gave to you. You deserved her. I am happy you have her.

Cho2, congratulations.
You finally got what you've been dreaming for a long time. You finally will got married. You finally will have someone who could always listen to you, cook for you, have a good religion, nice, and I guess she have all you need in a package as a woman. Your parents finally completed their job. Your nieces finally will have a real aunt. Oh my God, you finally will be someone's husband! :D

You know, people think that I will be sad knowing that you will get married on May 22nd 2016.
You know, I am not. I am not sad at all. I am happy. With all my heart, I am happy for you and Arin :)

Cho, let's keep be friends.
However, we know each other for a long time. Let's make ourselves a high school mate, and campus mate. No need to call "ex" to each other. We are friend, best friend. I don't hate you at all. Hope you don't hate me either. You are not different from Icrudh and I am not different from Arif, perhaps, if we would like to make an comparison. We have a good relationship, okay. Let's don't screw with that.  I don't have any love feelings, and I don't want you back in my life as a lover. Mine is more than enough, and so is yours, I assumed.

Cho2, wish you happily aver after!
hug for both of you, send my love to your warm family..

XOXO
 

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